I feel so very down.
People keep telling me that I've been through a lot lately; well yes I have, but it's over now. I suppose I'm not as bad as I was because at least I've started to have more good days than bad, but the bad ones take me by surprise.
I couldn't bring myself to ride today so I just had cuddles and kisses instead. Wilson was lying down - evidently a heavy session last night, as all the horses except Rocky were lying down and he was lolling rather than standing!
I have to finish our end of year accounts and see the accountant, which I'm fretting about.
I also have to go to France with my brother in a week or so to sort out some of Mum's affairs, which I'm dreading - not because it will be awful because it won't, and we'll have a laff (and charge the trip to my dad, lol) but because it means she's dead. Just when you think it's over and done with, something else crops up.
And unbelievably, the worst thing of all is that Glyn and I are having a weekend in Rome. This is the day after I come back from France: I'm going to be away from Wednesday to Monday which is AGES and who wants to go to Rome anyway - what the hell is there to do in Rome?
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Actually, I have a vewwy fine fwend in Wome. He has a wife, you know.
ReplyDeleteYes, you have been through a lot and it's early days yet... what was it you were saying about allowing an injury time to heal? Well, then.
Huge (((hugs)))
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It's always AFTER things have happened that they catch up on us :nod:
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your break away and don't feel bad about not riding. We have horses to have fun and for them to make us feel good, as long as you're getting that from Wils, it matters not one jot whether it's by riding or just munching them :)
echo above, if you want a day of just snuggles,dont beat yourself up about it, if you force yourself to ride it forces the fun out of it.
ReplyDeletesuper big perv hug
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